Recently has been thinking quite a bit. Feel my sch life is really screwed up. Haven't done internship. Grades okay but not where i would wanna associate myself with; could do much better. This sem has only 4 mods but the stuff that is happening is > 5 mod. Soccer just had a bad lost to NUS :( The last one especially depressing as i feel it should've been ours but oh well ball is round so kinda got over it. So yah my life is in a mess n i dont know if it'll get any better. If i couldn't get internship i could really kill myself n really get my graduation into a huge mess. Grades... It's quite late already so how much can i turn it around? Trying my best to make all my project a resounding success no matter how hard it is.
And i've been thinking how long can i still play soccer? I not sure if i can / will continue to carry on when i graduate. It'll be a real juggling task n i know it's really hard to do so. So how much attention do i give soccer now? All the attention since it might be my final 2 or 3 tourny? Slack since i wont be taking it beyond sch? And my club situation makes my decision a whole lot trickier.
i'll be reading "The case for FAITH" by Lee Strobel as part of my cell grp material. Hope through looking at the basic of my faith it'll enlighten me regarding my messy life too. I really need a much more disciplined spiritual life that i currently am. I should not be contended with where i am in my walk with God right now.
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